Working Not Begging

Ciw-restr ar gyfer Desc

1 Joanne.
2 Standing on a white foot bridge.
3 Can of Red Stripe at her feet.
4 Still.
5 Looking out.
6 ~
7 The brown murky waters of the River Usk flowing beneath.
8 ~
9 Sounds of waves softly crashing into each other.
10 ~
11 Building.
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13 Wind flowing through her hair.
14 ~
15 Joanne leans over the railings of the white walk bridge.
16 ~
17 Breathing it all in.
18 ~
19 Coke bottle in her hand.
20 ~
21 She closes her eyes.
22 ~
23 The pathetic ruins of the castle in the background.
24 ~
25 Sunrise ripples on the river face.
26 ~
27 She takes a large inhale of breath.
28 ~
29 Emptiness.
30 ~
31 No one else on the bridge.
32 ~
33 Sound of the crashing waves getting harder.
34 ~
35 The wind gently blows on her face.
36 ~
37 She feels it.
38 ~
39 She exhales.
40 ~
41 Opens her eyes.
42 ~
43 Watches the waves below.
44 ~
45 The colours of the sunrise wrinkle on the over-lapping waves.
46 ~
47 She looks up at the sky.
48 ~
49 Clouds moving.
50 ~
51 Colours throughout.
52 ~
53 She gets lost in the sky.
54 ~
55 Colours merging and increasing.
56 ~
57 Seeping through the clouds.
58 ~
59 Creating shadows.
60 ~
61 She smiles.
62 ~
63 Sound of the crashing waves getting even harder.
64 ~
65 Wind getting more fierce.
66 ~
67 Closes her eyes.
68 ~
69 Breathes in.
70 ~
71 Filling her lungs with breath.
72 ~
73 Leans a little further over the railing.
74 ~
75 Opens her eyes.
76 ~
77 Exhales.
78 ~
79 Stares into the distance.
80 ~
81 Looks Left over to Friars Walk.
82 ~
83 Looks Right over to the new built flats.
84 ~
85 Deep in thought.
86 ~
87 Giggles.
88 ~
89 Opens her arms wide out.
90 ~
91 Wind blows on her skin.
92 ~
93 Wind blows through her hair.
94 ~
95 Leans her head back.
96 ~
97 Breathes.
98 ~
99 Looks up to the sky again.
100 ~
101 Gives herself to the wind.
102 ~
103 Free.
104 ~
105 Sings Sunshine quietly to herself -
(Joanne) Sunshine through my window
 
(Joanne) My shining star
109 Smiles.
110 ~
111 BLACK
(Joanne) Sometimes I wish some people would just fuck off.
 
(Joanne) And it's those stories that make us the characters that we are.
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(Joanne) See me right.
 
(Joanne) To be acknowledged.
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(Joanne) How you feeling? he says as he slurps his weak as piss cup of tea
 
(Joanne) I promise.
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(Joanne) Just make sure you have the kettle on ready.
 
(Joanne) inside out.
(0, 2) 385 Jo takes a deep breath
(Joanne) I push open the door after my first attempt at pulling fails.
 
(Joanne) Fuck it.
(0, 2) 427 Number 7 please
(Joanne) I remain quiet.
 
(Joanne) How I got here.
(0, 2) 445 Number 8 please
(Joanne) I'm up.
 
(Joanne) But take a long hard look in the mirror before you do yeah.
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(Joanne) ßOh just get her out of hereß The fat lady screeches
 
(Joanne) Throws my bag next to me.
(0, 2) 662 Jo opens the bag to check its contents
(Joanne) Oh I bet you think you're a real hard man
 
(Joanne) He just looks at me.
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(Joanne) Help me.
 
(Joanne) But the doors already shut in my face.
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(Joanne) Prick
 
(Joanne) I brush myself off and get my shit together
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(Joanne) Cars are slowing down by the lights to see what commotion has just happened
 
(Joanne) My pitch
(0, 3) 711 Joanne goes to pack away her pitch and as she does she looks at the loom band on her wrist
(Joanne) I grab a handful of loom bands and start throwing them into the crowd of passer by's
 
(Joanne) And he flashes his badge to me like a shit version of a wannabe police officer.
(0, 3) 743 Jo giggles softly to herself
(Joanne) Right
 
(Joanne) ßAll the information is on the back of your orderß
(0, 3) 777 Chris hands Jo the PSPO
(Joanne) Well you can take your bit of paper {Jo begins to rip it up} and shove it
 
(Joanne) ßNon compliance results in immediate police actionß
(0, 3) 785 Joanne burts out laughing
(Joanne) Police action?
 
(Joanne) I don't bother anyone
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(Joanne) I mind my own business yeah
 
(Joanne) I'm not a nuisance
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(Joanne) I make flipping loom bands for crying out loud
 
(Joanne) I make flipping loom bands for crying out loud
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(Joanne) Just give me a break.
 
(Joanne) In all its glory.
(0, 3) 830 Jo stares at the pitch and the sea of loom bands
(0, 3) 831 She fiddles with the loom band on her wrist
(0, 3) 832 Gabrielle - "Dreams" starts quietly playing underneath the text
(Joanne) And suddenly I'm 12 years old back in the front of the car with nan
 
(Joanne) Gabrielle's on full blast
(0, 4) 839 Music gets loader
(0, 4) 840 Singing along
(Joanne) I'm not making plans for tomorrow
 
(Joanne) That you're here to stay
(0, 4) 849 Music fades back down but still underlying the text
(Joanne) Nan you're always gunna be here to stay ri(ght)
 
(Joanne) She knows where to find me
(0, 4) 863 Sounds of arcade and 2p machines
(Joanne) Through the arcade doors
 
(Joanne) We almost got it
(0, 4) 902 Pause
(Joanne) How're you so good at this?
 
(Joanne) Wallah
(0, 4) 919 Pause
(Joanne) Now you try it?
 
(Joanne) Like this?
(0, 4) 927 Jo drops 2p in the machine
(Joanne) Oh darling.
 
(Joanne) And down Minnie falls
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(Joanne) Look nan
 
(Joanne) because we never know what's going to happen
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(Joanne) You know how time is the most precious thing
 
(Joanne) That you live life to the fullest
(0, 4) 977 Pause
(Joanne) And I'll still be wearing this band when I do.
 
(Joanne) What's your dreams?
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(0, 4) 992 ~
(0, 4) 993 The memory is interrupted and Jo is brought back to present day
(0, 5) 994 Excuse me love
(0, 5) 995 This smartly dressed woman in a white fluorescent coat softly says
(0, 5) 996 Sorry to bother you
(0, 5) 997 Looked like you were day dreaming there
(0, 5) 998 But are these loom bands for sale?
(0, 5) 999 They're beautiful.
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(0, 5) 1001 Were
(0, 5) 1002 Yeah I state
(0, 5) 1003 Take em
(0, 5) 1004 Today is the last day
(0, 5) 1005 Everything must go.
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(0, 5) 1007 Everything she enquires
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(0, 5) 1009 Yeah I'm a nuisance apparently
(0, 5) 1010 And my pitch being within ten meters of THAT ATM.
(0, 5) 1011 That's a problem too
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(0, 5) 1013 A nuisance? she goes
(0, 5) 1014 ~
(0, 5) 1015 Tell me about it I say
(0, 5) 1016 Absolute joke if you ask me
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(0, 5) 1018 Christ. As if there aren't enough problems at the moment.
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(0, 5) 1021 So how many d'you want?
(0, 5) 1022 ~
(0, 5) 1023 Well just three if possible she says
(0, 5) 1024 For my mother, my daughter and myself if that's ok?
(0, 5) 1025 All the same too if I can
(0, 5) 1026 Pink would be fab
(0, 5) 1027 ~
(0, 5) 1028 Ok they're just down here
(0, 5) 1029 And your name is?
(0, 5) 1030 ~
(0, 5) 1031 Call me Sandra she says
(0, 5) 1032 ~
(0, 5) 1033 Ok Sandra
(0, 5) 1034 I've got all different colours and patterns
(0, 5) 1035 Shapes and sizes
(0, 5) 1036 ~
(0, 5) 1037 How old is your daughter I ask
(0, 5) 1038 ~
(0, 5) 1039 Aw she's fifteen she's goes
(0, 5) 1040 Sitting her GCSEs and thinking about university
(0, 5) 1041 Right little diva she is with the attitude and confidence and all
(0, 5) 1042 Having a tough time at the moment
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(0, 5) 1044 And at this point her eyes begin to get all wet and glossy.
(0, 5) 1045 ~
(0, 5) 1046 Like she's fighting back tears.
(0, 5) 1047 ~
(0, 5) 1048 Holding it all in.
(0, 5) 1049 ~
(0, 5) 1050 That pain
(0, 5) 1051 ~
(0, 5) 1052 The pain I'm seeing in her eyes.
(0, 5) 1053 ~
(0, 5) 1054 I know that pain all too much.
(0, 5) 1055 ~
(0, 5) 1056 I'll take the three pink ones if that's ok she says
(0, 5) 1057 ~
(0, 5) 1058 Yeah sure thing I goes
(0, 5) 1059 Jo picks up 3 pink loom bands and looks over to the JD bag
(Joanne) Sandra goes to get out her purse
 
(Joanne) Good news I hope
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(Joanne) Shit.
 
(Joanne) I can take you to Barry
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(Joanne) What's happened with that the business then?
 
(Joanne) And I just wanna get off my fucking face
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(Joanne) I'm sorry.
 
(Joanne) Just letting my feet move one in front of the other.
(0, 7) 1382 Phone rings
(0, 7) 1383 Jo sends it to voicemail
(Joanne) And I'm passing shops and buildings that have been there as long as I can remember. Standing tall and proud. Just with people and tents in the doorways.
 
(Joanne) And a guy in the kitchen pops his head through the living room door and says something to the woman who I'm presuming is his wife or girlfriend.
(0, 7) 1410 Phone rings
(0, 7) 1411 Jo sends it to voicemail
(Joanne) She picks up the babies and takes them through to the kitchen.
 
(Joanne) Dad taking the food out of the oven just like /(nan did)
(0, 7) 1419 Pause
(Joanne) /And they're all getting ready for tea.
 
(Joanne) Out of the street and down past the school onto the dual carriageway to the footbridge that leads back into town.
(0, 8) 1449 Phone rings
(0, 8) 1450 Jo sends it to voicemail
(Joanne) I leg it back in, in half the time.
 
(Joanne) I feel my lip and see blood on my fingers
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(Joanne) And suddenly I'm back in Co-Op, Two and a half years ago after I finished my shift at the post office
 
(Joanne) Edging closer and closer towards the flashing lights of the ambulance at the end of the drive.
(0, 9) 1654 Jo is brought back to present day
(Joanne) Flashing lights are backing up towards me.
 
(Joanne) I'm sorry I goes
(0, 10) 1772 Pause
(Joanne) Your lip Sandra says
 
(Joanne) Just takes time I guess.
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(Joanne) Yeah. Time she says
 
(Joanne) You never know what tomorrow is going to bring
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(Joanne) It's Cancer she tells me as the tears slowly emerge from her eyelids
 
(Joanne) You leave them to me
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(Joanne) Alri(ght) fine I goes to him
 
(Joanne) Don't look at me like that I tell him
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(Joanne) He turns the key
 
(Joanne) I rip one can off and put the three in my JD bag
(0, 13) 2017 Jo opens the can and takes a huge glug.
(Joanne) Two thirds gone.
 
(Joanne) It's empty
(0, 13) 2025 Jo takes another huge gulp of the can
(0, 13) 2026 Walks into the middle of the Bridge puts the can down and takes a coke bottle out of the JD bag.
(Joanne) You know you said you'd never leave me!?
 
(Joanne) All the sing-alongs to Gabrielle
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(Joanne) You were right
 
(Joanne) Hope that's ok.
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(Joanne) Thank you for being the best Mother
 
(Joanne) And I Promise
(0, 13) 2109 Jo scatters her Nan's ashes off the bridge
(Joanne) I'll see you soon
 
(Joanne) I'll see you soon
(0, 13) 2111 The brown murky waters of the River Usk flowing beneath.
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(0, 13) 2113 Sounds of waves softly crashing into each other.
(0, 13) 2114 ~
(0, 13) 2115 Building.
(0, 13) 2116 ~
(0, 13) 2117 Wind flowing through her hair.
(0, 13) 2118 ~
(0, 13) 2119 Joanne leans over the railings of the white walk bridge.
(0, 13) 2120 ~
(0, 13) 2121 Breathing it all in.
(0, 13) 2122 ~
(0, 13) 2123 Coke bottle in her hand.
(0, 13) 2124 ~
(0, 13) 2125 She closes her eyes.
(0, 13) 2126 ~
(0, 13) 2127 The pathetic ruins of the castle in the background.
(0, 13) 2128 ~
(0, 13) 2129 Sunrise ripples on the river face.
(0, 13) 2130 ~
(0, 13) 2131 She takes a large inhale of breath.
(0, 13) 2132 ~
(0, 13) 2133 Emptiness.
(0, 13) 2134 ~
(0, 13) 2135 No one else on the bridge.
(0, 13) 2136 ~
(0, 13) 2137 Sound of the crashing waves getting harder.
(0, 13) 2138 ~
(0, 13) 2139 The wind gently blows on her face.
(0, 13) 2140 ~
(0, 13) 2141 She feels it.
(0, 13) 2142 ~
(0, 13) 2143 She exhales.
(0, 13) 2144 ~
(0, 13) 2145 Opens her eyes.
(0, 13) 2146 ~
(0, 13) 2147 Watches the waves below.
(0, 13) 2148 ~
(0, 13) 2149 The colours of the sunset wrinkle on the over-lapping waves.
(0, 13) 2150 ~
(0, 13) 2151 She looks up at the sky.
(0, 13) 2152 ~
(0, 13) 2153 Clouds moving.
(0, 13) 2154 ~
(0, 13) 2155 Colours throughout.
(0, 13) 2156 ~
(0, 13) 2157 She gets lost in the sky.
(0, 13) 2158 ~
(0, 13) 2159 Colours merging and increasing.
(0, 13) 2160 ~
(0, 13) 2161 Seeping through the clouds.
(0, 13) 2162 ~
(0, 13) 2163 Creating shadows.
(0, 13) 2164 ~
(0, 13) 2165 She smiles.
(0, 13) 2166 ~
(0, 13) 2167 Sound of the crashing waves getting even harder.
(0, 13) 2168 ~
(0, 13) 2169 Wind getting more fierce.
(0, 13) 2170 ~
(0, 13) 2171 Closes her eyes.
(0, 13) 2172 ~
(0, 13) 2173 Breathes in.
(0, 13) 2174 ~
(0, 13) 2175 Filling her lungs with breath.
(0, 13) 2176 ~
(0, 13) 2177 Leans a little further over the railing.
(0, 13) 2178 ~
(0, 13) 2179 Opens her eyes.
(0, 13) 2180 ~
(0, 13) 2181 Exhales.
(0, 13) 2182 ~
(0, 13) 2183 Stares into the distance.
(0, 13) 2184 ~
(0, 13) 2185 Looks Left over to Friars Walk.
(0, 13) 2186 ~
(0, 13) 2187 Looks Right over to the new built flats.
(0, 13) 2188 ~
(0, 13) 2189 Deep in thought.
(0, 13) 2190 ~
(0, 13) 2191 Giggles.
(0, 13) 2192 ~
(0, 13) 2193 Opens her arms wide out.
(0, 13) 2194 ~
(0, 13) 2195 Wind blows on her skin.
(0, 13) 2196 ~
(0, 13) 2197 Wind blows through her hair.
(0, 13) 2198 ~
(0, 13) 2199 Leans her head back.
(0, 13) 2200 ~
(0, 13) 2201 Breathes.
(0, 13) 2202 ~
(0, 13) 2203 Looks up to the sky again.
(0, 13) 2204 ~
(0, 13) 2205 Holds the position.
(0, 13) 2206 ~
(0, 13) 2207 For a moment.
(0, 13) 2208 ~
(0, 13) 2209 Gives herself to the wind.
(0, 13) 2210 ~
(0, 13) 2211 Free.
(0, 13) 2212 ~
(0, 13) 2213 Sings Sunshine quietly to herself -
(Joanne) Sunshine through my window
 
(Joanne) My shining star
(0, 13) 2217 Smiles.
(0, 13) 2218 ~
(0, 13) 2219 BLACK
(0, 13) 2220 ~
(0, 13) 2221 END